Banage!This Love Is……

Hey guys,

Thank you so much for sending sunshine my way on the previous post.

First of all! Yes, I admit that  I have been afraid to risk loving someone and being loved! I think I finally found that someone and then this happened.

Read in between the lines of this poem.(If you relate, please don’t hesitate to leave a comment below?)Last request before the poem, which day of the weekend you prefer the posts?Sunday 3 pm or Saturday 9 am?Okay, I hear you, I will not obstruct you anymore!

How do you unfeel a feeling?

Especially

When fear and excitement morph into unbridled joy.
Steadily.Readily.
Unapologetically.
Wholly.

I don’t even know how I got here!
Except I do.

I ..I think…I am lost
Lost in the syllables of your name
That found fame
as cities of love
For me to marvel at

As they undulate with poetic grace.

I have now stumbled upon
This language that leaves
my face bright

at the sound of how light

your voice is.

One look at your face
Your doe eyes
Forever in a daze

Your very being
So ravishing
A vision of ecstasy
So tell me
How do I unfeel this feeling?

I can’t seem to find my heart.
I cannot touch it
My heart is untouchable
Your unannounced departure has built a wall around it
How do I yes that?
No way am I saying yes
No way I am going down without a fight
(Read star taafa*Luganda for the star in the movie never dies)
I am the good guy, So

No!
No! you don’t get to treat this heart as a sport
Showing face when you can

Scoring goals of virtual happiness
This heart is not a playground for you to shoot your shot and
And then choose to leave unquestionably!


You’re head was never in the game
But I understand!
You didn’t care, except my heart did!

Okay guys, real talk I know you been here and said this. At least mentally, I spilled the juice now it’s your turn to share went down?

These lovely photos were taken by Elie Obati.

 

Blessings and Bliss.

14 Responses
  • Tonia Namuli
    April 29, 2018

    Well written 😍😍

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 2, 2018

      Thank you Tonia Love

  • Miss.Kizza
    April 29, 2018

    Sunday 3pm is perfect for me.

    I soooo relate..you can’t unfeel but you can heal(see what i did there.hihihihi)

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 2, 2018

      Thank you Miss Keez!I roger that, heal the hurt away!

  • safecoverblog
    April 30, 2018

    I relate on a whole other level.. this piece is legit.

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 2, 2018

      Thank you for this,Mercy!

  • jadenpurp
    April 30, 2018

    Tell us who he is

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 2, 2018

      I could reveal him except that I now know him in past tense

  • Rhonah
    April 30, 2018

    Hell yeah, been there. The voices in my head. Love is strange. And feeling leading to it more strange. Very truthful poem this one. Thank you

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 2, 2018

      Thank you, Rhonah, for making the time to drop by!I see you were triggered as well.Cheiii

  • nzuritextures
    May 2, 2018

    i really really like this post.. Oh this is so deep and has really touched my heart….

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 3, 2018

      star taafa!!!Thank you for stopping by Rowena!X

  • Phelis Nakato
    May 4, 2018

    The had the biggest smile on my face, the whole time I was reading this! 😀 :D. It made me very, very happy.

    • Patsy Mugabi
      May 5, 2018

      Thank you Phelis for stopping by kumbe you were also triggered!

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